Sadness.

2009...REALLY? That's the last time I blogged? Unbelievable that almost four years has "happened" since then and now.

I probably should stay committed to writing in here since the insurance has been terminated by those fake-ass, nepotistic, law-breaking, MEAP-cheating, backstabbing idiots. LOL...I think it is clear how I feel about that situation.

I am having a terribly melancholy day today. Obama is back in office which only adds to the sadness.

My daughter is away to college. My other daughter is in the hospital. Therefore, the only hugs I have access to are not available :( 

I spend most of my day having no one to speak to unless I plan a meeting for myself outside the house. When I do that, though, it costs a buttload for gas, so I try not to do it so often. 

Sitting in complete silence really makes one think. Most of the time, I have so much that I am thinking about that I cannot focus on any one thing..it just all swims around in there. It is reminiscent of the scrolling pictures on Windows Media. It just keeps swirling and swirling. Periodically, external forces are able to hit the pause button so that I am forced to look at just one issue. 

I. AM. SO. TIRED.