From tonight on I don't think I will be the same person. I am so sad that I can actually feel my heart breaking. I missed having Paige around for Thanksgiving. I didn't see her on Christmas Eve. She was away from me on New Years Eve and New Years Day and in a small two weeks she will be leaving me for good... going back to Michigan to go school. When she goes a piece of me will die. I love my children more than life. My life will never be the same.